I was born in a remote area of Nepal in 1975, the second of five children and the only son. In 1999 I qualified as a lawyer in Kathmandu. By then, I was already involved in publishing a magazine called Sagarmatha Sandesh (later called the Sagarmatha Times) which exposed political corruption, human rights violations and social injustice.
At this time, a growing number of people were being arrested, disappeared, killed and severely tortured in army custody, often because they were suspected of being involved with the Maoist rebels. In November 2003, an editorial entitled "A Petition to King Gyanendra" about the king's property and a report regarding the Doramba killings in Ramechhap District appeared in the Sagarmatha Times. Because of the contents of this editorial and article, the Royal Nepal Army (RNA) arrested me on 4 February 2004, and held me in the Bhairabnath Battalion barracks in the capital for 258 days, without any formal charge and not giving any information to my family.
Ironically, a year beforehand I had been kidnapped by the Maoist rebels and held for a day, during which time I was tortured, as they accused me of being a RNA informer. This is because I had exposed some of the human rights abuses committed by the rebels as well as by the army.
While in the Bhairabnath Battalion barracks, I never imagined that I would come out of army custody and have the opportunity to share my experiences of that hell. Regularly, I had to witness a deeply agonising environment that included the killing of women after being raped, the death of detainees because they were not fed, people collapsing due to hunger, and the painful howls of the tortured and their slide into madness because they could no longer bear the pain.
Sometimes there is little I can do, but it makes me feel proud if I save even one life from that daily hell.
I wrote a book named "258 Dark Days" narrating my experiences while confined in the Bhairabnath Battalion barracks and its first edition was published in March 2007. An English edition appeared in December 2008 and I plan to publish it in several other languages. I hope my book will stand as evidence of the abuses carried out in the barracks.
After the royal takeover, I could not live in Nepal due to fear of re-arrest and the possibility of being killed. On 18 February 2005, with the support of Swiss diplomats and the United Nations, I left Nepal and went into exile in India for 18 months. Following the political changes, I returned to Nepal and started working for human rights and justice again.
In 2006, the Nepalese human rights lawyers came together to form the Lawyers Forum For Human Rights (LAFHUR) for the support of victims of human rights violations. I have been General Secretary in this organization since its establishment. The LAFHUR provides free legal assistance to the victims of HR violations, poor people and women. Sooner, we are planning to launch a Mobile School of Human Rights (HR Awareness Program) in various parts of Nepal.
Difficulties remain even after the political change in Nepal. Because of my outspokenness about the abuses I have witnessed, I remain in the frontline of the movement to end the culture of impunity. For the first time in Nepalese legal history, I filed a case against King Gyanendra regarding his involvement in HR violations as chief of the RNA and its chain of command. This is one of several cases against human rights abusers still pending in court. As well as court cases, we have held public protests, staged hunger strikes and tried to increase public pressure to end impunity.
Two months after the publication of my book, in May 2007, I received a death threat from an unidentified person over the telephone. I believe certain members of the army are trying to silence me. Afraid that my life was in danger, I was rescued by the Office of the UN High Commissioner for Human Rights in Nepal, along with the Danish Embassy and Peace Brigades International. I was sheltered for 19 days in a diplomat's house in Kathmandu. In October 2007, after continued threats, I could not stay in Nepal and returned to exile in India for another 8 months. I then went back to Nepal to carry on my work for the victims of human rights abuses.
I arrived in York for the Fellowship in February 2009. Having returned alive from what I thought was my deathbed, I feel like I've been given another life. Since my time in detention, I have struggled to save the lives of others who are at death's door. Sometimes there is little I can do, but it makes me feel proud if I save even one life from that daily hell.